A rough day...

It was a rough day today, or night rather. I came home late, as I had dinner apptm. Not sure how the helper fed her, but she sure did. Hopefully, she did treat her well.

When I let her out for her usual run around, she was totally OOC (out of control). Running all around. It was still ok, I guessed, and I let her be, while I went for my shower. When I got back out, ooops, Sally didnt place the papers properly, and this notti Bailey was starting to chew the dirty papers on her pee pan! Luckily, I was in time to stop her, else it would have been a disaster. 

And then she started to nibble me nonstop. This time, when I beat her with my hand, she got angry, and started to bite me back. Truly bite, and not nibble. I guess the stubbornness of beagle is showing its true color.

So we had a real rough time. Put her back, scolded her. After a long while, took her out again, and she didnt forget and continue to really bite me! OMG! I was furious. Put her back, and then she poo'ed. Now I am not sure, if she was just frustrated that I beat her with my palm, or she actually wanted to poo, to go downstairs to poo, but not sure why this person who came back late, was not doing so. I think, end of the day, it is always the human that screws things up.

But the problem is, she doesnt understand. And it was almost impossible to make her forget my palm is not to beat her. When asked her to play ball, she got the ball, but refused to bring it over. Real angry girl ah! Too much of a character, is it?

Put her back in, and started to pack up to get ready for bed. She was of course frustrated, and wanted to get out again. But, I must say, she knew it was bedtime. Only nao gai for a short while, and when she saw that I have off the lights and moved in, she quiet down. 

I still do not know if I will truly be a good pal to her. How much committed time can I give her, alone? While she is a delight to look at, it is certainly not un-tiring to do it alone. Especially when I do feel really bad at times, really down. At a time when i am on ghe verge of giving up myself, its probably irresponsible to get her in. Can i plough through? No end in sight, no path at sight. I guess I will know soon.

After about 45min, when I got back out again, started to pat her with the very palm that beat her, she seemed to be better off now. Simmered down ah, perhaps. No more biting. 

I hope that she will finally learn no biting, and pee at the pee pen, very very soon. It is so tiring to always clean after her. -- Bailey's maid speaking here..

Finally got the cam up too. Frankly. Truly worried that shes eating her own poop! Hopefully i can monitor her easily now.